Selena Gomez FINALLY opens up about painful relationship with Justin Bieber

Selena Gomez is finally opening up about her heart-breaking music video, "The Heart Wants What It Wants." She showed up On-Air with Ryan Seacrest on Thursday to discuss her autobiographical song as well as her on-and-off-again relationship with Justin Bieber and let me warn you--it might make you cry! I don't understand how she let that kid bring her to such a breaking point.


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"They taped the mic underneath the table when I was shooting the video," Selena told Seacrest regarding the voiceovers at the beginning of the video. "And I had shot the video over a year ago. So, in that state--where I was in that place emotionally--I went in and I went into the room by myself, and I looked at the actual mirror in the music video, and I had a conversation [with] myself to every question I had in my mind in that moment: 'Wow, this feeling changes everything and you can't help it."

Crazy thing is, Selena still cares about Justin. She's single at the moment, but they're still in touch. He even saw the video before she released it to the public and apparently it was really hard for him to watch. What made this girl put up with all this pain for so long though?

"I think the biggest problem I had this year--even with [Justin] and on his side--is identity. I was trying to figure out what I'm doing, and that was the first time I was constantly being kicked down for doing that," she said. "When I didn't know I just wanted to say, 'This is what I want, this is where I am in my professional life, things changed in my personal life, things changed in my heart--everything.'

I'm not going to lie, I definitely had a good tear session after watching Selena's video. The beginning part is the saddest. You hear a voice over of Selena talking about her relationship with Justin. She sounds broken, she sounds emotional and at one point she even chokes up and cries. " You make me feel  crazy, you make me feel like it's my fault. I was in pain," she says crying.  

I've never seen Selena get this vulnerable and I definitely feel for her. I just hope she finally sees her worth and recognizes that she deserves so much better than Justin!

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