Jennifer Lopez on the EXACT moment she knew marriage to Marc Anthony was over

Marriage is never easy and it's even harder to get out of it when you're a celebrity. Jennifer Lopez's new book True Love is filled with intimate details of her divorce from Marc Anthony. In J.Lo's new book, she highlights the exact moment she realized that her 7-year marriage was falling apart and how she ended up breaking the separation news to her twins Max and Emme


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In previous interviews J.Lo has dished on how hard divorce was, but never in this light. The 42-year-old pop star wrote that she was suffering from emotional anxiety. At one point she reveals:

I leaped from my chair and said to my dear manager Benny Medina, 'Benny, something is happening! I feel like I'm going crazy. My mom was there and she rushed to my side too.

It was one of those moments when you're so scared you can't even scream. In a blur of fear and panic, I looked at Benny and my mother and blurted out the words: 'I don't think I can be with Marc anymore.' Then I burst into tears.

Before their split in 2011, there were so many rumors swirling about their marriage. From Marc cheating with a flight attendant to the salsero being jealous of her "I'm Into You" video shoot with William Levy, the tabloid headlines did not stop. Marc denied ever cheating on J.Lo, but they have always remained super vague about what actually caused their marriage to end.

It seems like J.Lo really went through a painful time in her life. The last thing she wanted to do was split from Marc and she definitely moved on too quickly with her now ex-boyfriend Casper Smart. Since she's newly single, I hope that she takes time for herself and doesn't rush into another relationship.

She admitted that her son Max was asking lots of questions about the divorce, and Jennifer Lopez assured him, "'Me, you and Emme are always going to be together, no matter what, okay? No matter what.'" Those will be her true loves for the rest of her life. Now the hombre is a different story. 

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